"Baby" Steps

"Baby" Steps..... I have not blogged in....well....a long time. As I guess you can see. Somehow i have found my way back to this page today so I guess I will take baby steps to blogging again...well today anyway. I find comfort in writing...I am not a "Talker" when it comes to my feelings so writing is always a good way for me to get things out. I have went through bad times in my life..we all do. Have ups and downs that we go through and find ourselves experiencing...every situation we confront shapes us into who we are. Sometimes the situations turn out to be not as trivial as we make them out to be...while sometimes we try to hide just how trivial a "situation" has been in our life..either way we grow, we change and we try to better our self from the trials that we face. Have you ever had a trial in your life that you didn't know if you were ever gonna get to the end of that tunnel and see the light??

 Most of the people that read this blog...I know have FAITH...so do you turn to you faith in times of hurt/heartbreak/devastation? I do...I have only recently went through a loss that was just HeArTbReAkInG!! Before very recently I have never suffered a loss that has made my heart literally hurt, made my chest feel so heavy, made my days long and gray, make me want to bury myself in my sheets and stay there for days to come..I could keep going but maybe you get the point...If I did not have faith...well I just do not know what I would do...I have FAITH that my lord knows my path and he makes it for me...as hard as it is to bare sometimes...I know he has got my back and is leading me down a path so that I can grow?,change? or better myself? I have yet to learn what the lord would have me go through this loss for but I do know that because of my faith I will pick myself up, dust myself off and put one foot in front of the other until I am running again. Running down the path that my savior has for me no matter how bumpy it may be. I can not help but think of the pain and mental anguish one suffers that does not have faith...

 I always turn to my Bible...no I thirst for my bible esp in trials...the lord has spoken to me so clearly through his word that I thirst for it when I am searching for an answer..I know he will show me...in his time...I know he will show me..for the bible tells me so.
 here are few, of many, verses that shows us the lord is always guiding us:

~ God will show me the path of life. (Psalm 16:11)
~ My steps are ordered by the Lord. (Psalm 37:23)
~ I trust in the Lord with all my heart and lean not on my own understanding. In all my ways I acknowledge Him and He directs my paths. (Proverbs 3:5-6)
~ I shall hear a word behind me, saying, “This is the way, walk in it,” whenever I turn to the right or the left. (Isaiah 30:21)
~ The Lord will guide me continually. (Isaiah 58:11)

 I pray you are following Gods "path" for you and that you have FAITH in what he has in store for you.... .